life = a roller coaster ride!!!

A note from my heart: going through a hard time now & only god knows why.. last few weeks my days wasn't good, everything that happened was like disaster after another. Now its CNY, i should be celebrating it merrily yet I'm left with all the clutter & mess here. I've had a good history of moving from 1 house to another.. if my memory works well, I've move to more than 10 houses in 20 years now, been traveling from 1 place to another, from 1 state to the next & guess soon will be migrating from 1 country to another i guess.

  Life is really like a roller coaster ride;one moment your up & the next your down, it's not always a smooth ride , always filled with its surprises which at times excites you and some times it irritates you to hell. Well,my dad decided to settle back to Sabah for good & left in a hurry without any proper planing. Left behind his loving daughter & my mom to pack all the things & clear the house off. I've always hated packing for a very obvious reason.. hopefully if i manage to move again to a new house, it would be permanently there & i won't have to move again & again! reminiscing my old days, I've always had hard time moving from 1 house to another yet i find it didn't happen this time.. guess this house has very less sweet memories with me.. moving on, I'll be homeless here in terms that i wont be having a permanent house to stay besides my only hostel. most of my things have been packed & send to GS's house. I'll be living here in kl all on my own without my loving parents now.I know it's easy to say that I don't mind to be here alone & that I can do it yet at the same time I don't know if i can be here for such a long time without them yet I realize that life has to go on no matter what & hopefully I learn to be strong & independent without them. I've met different kinds of people all my life & regardless of the unpleasant one's..met bunch nice one's as well. Thanks to all &  to him a lot as he took some time to east my burden & for giving my things a new home. Thanks GS!! you've always been there no matter what & when , which amazes me in some way.hehe. I believe everything happens for a reason & nothing else than to make you a better person in life! 

I would like to share something extra too; when I had sleepless nights, had a troubled heart, puzzled soul,I never stop praying & i believe God has His way of making your day. He showers you blessings in disguise & show you that miracles do exist as long as you believe in it!! thanks my loving God for making me whole, for making me strong, & for making me yours!!!

p/s: when things get complicated, pray as He will never leave you alone!